The LORD TOLD ME TO REPENT!!! BEFORE I DARE SPEAK TO HIS PEOPLE. That's my relationship with God. I thank GOD for it, because He could have allowed me to be used and be a cast away! I told the LORD one early-morning in 2018 "I DON'T WANT TO BE USED BY HIM BECAUSE I MAKE MYSELF AVAILABLE TO BE USED, NO! I want HIM to use me because "I made myself to be used," I SPEAK IN THE TERM OF HOLINESS. God's grace to you.